'soft core seizure'

injectluvstouch @ 2005-11-13T21:22:00

2005-11-14T05:23:14Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	jessica
Birthday:	02/07/85
Birthplace:	santa monica
Current Location:	culver city
Eye Color:	boring
Hair Color:	black and fucken yellow orange. retouch!!!
Height:	5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	filipino
The Shoes You Wore Today:	white asian smelly shoes.
Your Weakness:	i eat when i'm full. i'm overly shy.
Your Fears:	being alone.
Your Perfect Pizza:	mushrooms.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	the year is almost over, so i'll be an underchiever cause i can't think of anything.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	fuck
Your Best Physical Feature:	i'm not satisfied with anything on me.
Your Bedtime:	11:pm for school days. i love sleep.
Your Most Missed Memory:	sneaking trevor into my house.
Pepsi or Coke:	ice tea.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mcdonalds, yes!
Single or Group Dates:	single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	whatever is unsweetened.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate (croissants!)
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffechino.
Do you Smoke:	camel turkish golds.
Do you Swear:	it's unattractive when girls swear.
Do you Sing:	when i drive.
Do you Shower Daily:	honestly. no.
Have you Been in Love:	i think i am.
Do you want to go to College:	beauty college, currently enrolled.
Do you want to get Married:	yeah, but later.
Do you belive in yourself:	not really.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yeah. i'm a nerd.
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes.
Are you a Health Freak:	no, but vegetables tastes so good.
Do you get along with your Parents:	my papa, usually.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	they're loud.
Do you play an Instrument:	they're loud too.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	last night.
In the past month have you Smoked:	cigarettes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	high on life!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	trevica.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	of course. that is my home away frome home.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	i want some. fuck.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	i want some of that too!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	um, no.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	almost.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	in my bath tub.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	oh yes.
Ever been Drunk:	once.
Ever been called a Tease:	yes.
Ever been Beaten up:	yes.
Ever Shoplifted:	life of crime.
How do you want to Die:	i don't.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	hairstylist to the max.
What country would you most like to Visit:	japanoodle.
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green.
Favourite Hair Color:	dark brown.
Short or Long Hair:	medium to long.
Height:	6' and up.
Weight:	skinny.
Best Clothing Style:	vintage.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	everything, but heroin.
Number of CDs I own:	zero.
Number of Piercings:	my ears. i went through a phase where i almost had everything pierced. i miss that.
Number of Tattoos:	1 smudged one.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	off the charts.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

walking in a straight line

2005-10-09T07:24:35Z

this week turned out pretty well. i guess because it went by fast and it was pretty much relaxed. i'm feeling really good right now. i'm home on a saturday (which is fine, i'm a homebody). i'm a little bored, but i'm ok. i've been thinking about me and trevor a lot lately, and for once, in a very long time, i feel like everything's actually going to turn out right. i'm really starting to trust him again and its made so much of a difference already. i like everything right now. i don't ever want it to change. not even get better. i just like things steady and paced. school, also, is just fine. not liking it, not hating it. and i'm just fine. finally, everything is going my way. this is what i've been waiting centuries for. and its finally arrived.

there is nothing as lucky, as easy, or free...

i got my camera back.

2005-09-16T02:59:05Z

ok.... so this is my new kitten. he looks identical to my other cat.

kato.

gitzie.

and tomorrow i am going to get extensions done @ my beauty school........i thought i had more to write about, but now i'm drawing a blank.

injectluvstouch @ 2005-09-10T08:04:00

2005-09-10T15:07:10Z

Your Birthdate: February 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

that is so me.

i started hair school. me and the school = love and hate. i'm getting my camera back from mario so i'm going to start updating this more. or i'll eventually get a new journal and start from scratch. we'll see.

injectluvstouch @ 2005-09-07T08:09:00

2005-09-07T15:10:03Z

why is everyone talking about kanye west?

injectluvstouch @ 2004-11-16T13:15:00

2004-11-16T21:18:01Z

JESSICACA,
i changed your layout incase you were like what the fuck when you log in again
♥ANAAA

injectluvstouch @ 2004-09-18T10:56:00

2004-09-18T18:27:46Z

my eyelids feel so heavy from all the tears that have made spouts of my eyes. i haven't had a minute of sleep. i keep wishing this was all a dream. that i'd wake up in bed lying next to him and everything would be just fine, just like every morning. and no matter how tired i am, how weak my body i feels, i refuse to let myself sleep. me and him were at peace the most when we slept, how could i possibly do that without him? it doesn't feel right anymore. sleep just isn't the same without him by my side. i miss his warmth, his soft skin agaisnt mine, the light breaths i'd feel across my neck... and especially when he'd roll over and just hold me. i've never felt so safe, i've never felt so loved.

what am i going to do? what am i seriously going to do? my whole world came crashing down all in one night.

i'm sorry i loved you so much it drove you away.

injectluvstouch @ 2004-08-09T00:27:00

2004-08-09T07:29:58Z

hi make me burned cds/mixed cds. please. ok. thank you, luvs.

aand when i get blank cds i'll make you some in return, if you want or not. yeah yeah ok byeee.

email me for my address to send the cds: injectlovestouch@aol.com

injectluvstouch @ 2004-07-05T21:57:00

2004-07-06T04:59:32Z

meet my boxer puppy, charlie. he is so wrinkley cute. i love him. today i had fun. tomorrow, i'm not too sure. byee.

injectluvstouch @ 2004-06-25T13:31:00

2004-06-25T20:32:57Z

hi everyone. i have a new sname once again.

aim: danceparty chaos

injectluvstouch @ 2004-06-08T01:45:00

2004-06-08T08:45:58Z

injectluvstouch's LJ stalker is waking0dream!

waking0dream is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also mentally deranged!

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com

</center>yay anuj is my stalker. he's not doing too much of a good job though cause i haven't heard from him in awhile. :(

in other news, today was pretty eventful. me, mario, and trevor took ana to get a haircut, every other salon was too overpriced so we had to go to this super chunt place and they made ana have super chunt hair.(mario fixed it) on our drive to watts, we spotted a cute abandoned doggy in which now i am the owner of.

that is my new dog. she is sleeping under my table right now. my cat, leo, is insane and he tried to attack her. i think he bit her or some shit, but trevor saved the day. ok. i'm peacing out. my eye hurts.

injectluvstouch @ 2004-05-26T12:22:00

2004-05-26T19:23:08Z

i have a new sname: trytomaptheocean

IM me cause i am a bored loser. :)

injectluvstouch @ 2004-05-22T12:42:00

2004-05-22T19:44:02Z

friends, please do this.
i'm super bored and i haven't heard from anyone lately. :(

YOUR NAME:
YOUR AGE:
YOUR LOCATION:
FAVORITE PLACE TO BE:
FAVORITE BOOK:
FAVORITE MOVIE:
CURRENT FAVORITE SONG:
GREATEST REGRET:
GREATEST FEAR:
WHAT DO YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE:
FAVORITE PASTTIME:
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY:
POST A PICTURE OF SOMETHING. DOESN'T MATTER. TELL ME ABOUT IT:
ASK ME A QUESTION, IF YOU WANT:

DO THIS :)

2004-05-03T21:17:12Z

Post a memory of me in my comments...
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

injectluvstouch @ 2004-05-03T00:44:00

2004-05-03T07:50:10Z

fucking god, i haven't updated in so long. right now i'm @ my parents' house. they asked me and trevor to house -sit while they are in las vegas. the weekend was... pleasant and calm. not much happened, but that's a good thing because usually "much" means trouble. mario and vikter slept over the whole weekend. i like having them here because, well, mario is my best friend and vikter is nice to my dog. haha. most people aren't. anyways, i'm bored and i wish i had more friends. i lost too many. i used to have a club also. i don't know whatever happened to it.

here's our club photo:

virgins' club

</b></ceneter>i don't know what happened to it. i guess everybody lost their virginity or something. well that sucks. and i am tired. peace out.

injectluvstouch @ 2004-04-17T14:58:00

2004-04-17T22:01:01Z

just friends; what a pleasant surprise

injectluvstouch @ 2004-04-12T19:52:00

2004-04-13T02:59:47Z

my husband & son

my sisters

my sister and grandma

injectluvstouch @ 2004-04-08T01:54:00

2004-04-08T08:55:19Z

fuck ijust thrw up and it hrust so bad caus tehres nothing left in my dstomach to throw up/ im so cold adn dizzy im gonna lie backdown.

injectluvstouch @ 2004-04-08T01:42:00

2004-04-08T08:44:26Z

fuck i feel like vomiting and im so fucking dizzy right nowl i took too many pills adn ifeel really stupid and this screen is making me dizzy wtf its so fuckign cold jsuitn is tlaking tio me yay he is mfy friend fuck im fucked up my head hurts its gonna explode

screename

2004-04-05T16:22:17Z

i changed my screename again.

aim: locked our lips

haha i stole it from annieluv.

2004-03-27T06:36:37Z

Dear Jessica,

You are really _____. You should _____. We need to go _____. After that we can _____. Remember that time we _____? That was real _____. Maybe tomorrow we can _____. You are my _____. I _____ you!

Signed your _____,

p.s. _____.

don't forget to add my friends only livejournal (which i have no updated in yet, sorry.) : _____manuscript

new FRIENDS ONLY livejournal

2004-03-23T07:38:09Z

please add _____manuscript if you'd like. that journal will be more frequently used than this one... and definatly more personal. it is friends only. so add to be added back. or not. goodnight. <3

shows

2004-03-22T07:41:29Z

these are some shows that i would like to attend. knowing myself, i'd only go to three out of the ... however many shows i listed. i was looking through the la weekly and came upon these. are there any others that i forgot to include?

the whisky
march 21 - the bled, the hope conspiracy, salem, dimisnished, winterdale
april 14 - as i lay dying, scarlet
may 25 - zao, scarlet, misery signals, twelve tribes.

henry fonda
april 22 - fantomas, melt banana
may 6 - sugarcult, mae, madcap
may 14 - ben kweller, on the speakers, french kicks
may 15 - peaches

el rey theatre
may 14 - beulah, the stratford four

troubadour
march 23 - onelinedrawing, decibully, cardia, roy
april 1 and 2 - liars, young people, get hustle
april 3 - azure ray, the elected, okkervil river
april 11 - darkest hour, curl up and die, radiation 4, watch them die, laid to rest
april 27 - pinback

the knitting factory
april 9 - six feet under, vehemence, on broken wings, the red chord, bury your dead
may 22 - clinic

injectluvstouch @ 2004-03-16T22:24:00

2004-03-17T06:29:31Z

i stole this from angie (12am_roseblood). hah, it was just funny and i thought about placing it in my friends' comments. but i guess i will just share it with you all.

in other news, i eat too much. i will start my atkins diet... hmmm, next week. oh yeah and i'm again friends with mario, annie, art, and priscilla. i feel almost complete again:). ohhhh and mosters inc is officially my new favorite movie. boo is soooo cuuute. and sulley face is my love.

someday maybe, i'll get to where i'm going...

2004-03-08T18:25:47Z

if you wish to contact me:

my new public aim screename: heart in demand
email address: heartindemand@aol.com or injectlovestouch@aol.com

i also made a friends only aim screename. i will be IMing a few friends with it within the next couple of days. other than that, my new screename will not be given away.